broken memories -

i love my computer!

2005-06-05T15:10:00.000+08:00

just got back my computer. finally!! (: but everything has been deleted. haiz. :(

anyway, guess i've missed out quite alot sia. miss all my friends!! n all my meimeis!! been engaging in npcc stuffs lately. everything revolving around me is NP! NP! NP!! crap. suck. im sick of all this. haiz. when school reopens, sec four ma`ams would be stepping down soon le. haiz. will really miss them. actually kinda found them interesting and nicer by each day. now have to think of damn loads of ideas for their farewell gifts. my post holders n those in field side de. (: hmm.. shall get them something really really really nice. alright shall end here, tired n beaten. (:

message to stacie meimei.

2005-05-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

dearest stacie darlingg:

im glad to have eu as my meimei. i know i can trust eu. n i know i wun forget eu. ure the best of all n though being younger than me by 4 years, ure really a great n nice gurl n chatting with ya really makes me feel happy. (: im really sorry for not turning up for ur gorgor's events for so long, but i promise eu i'll try to go find eu kaes? im also glad that ur daddy n mummy wun blame me for that thing, n im glad they aren't angry with me. finally, i wish to thank eu again for being such a wonderful meimei n i promise i love eu!! SISTERS FOREVER!! (: MISSING EU TOO!!

- j0-heartX-staCie - (V) || all rights reserved ||

mugging away -

2005-05-14T18:54:00.000+08:00

just finish mugging for chinese lit. so tired. - yawns - (:
i love maia + daphne.

i wish to clarify that wells, i may not be liking sly anymore. eu can say im two-faced or whatsoever, but i just wanna say that i'll still support him for his music n passion for it. in other words, i'll just be a typical singapore idol fan. no more maddy for me n no more crying n screaming. i love my si gang. but im really sorry dears. a million apologises from me. ):

j0-aii-maia

2005-05-12T18:32:00.000+08:00

- http://j0-aii-maia.blogspot.com -

my another creation again. (: but please dun relink me. link to this will do.

got back chem today. luckily pass sia. then had maths and then chinese. then after which recess,geography (without teacher),physics and finally to comp lab for service learning. then showed ms quek the class blog. (: went pizza hut with rebecca n sylvia. gossipped a lot sia. reach home not long ago. re-made my new blog n edited the class blog layout. quite happy with both sia. (:

replies to my taggies:

to evelyn: i rock. so? ure jealous? wells, i think euu dun get my idea of why im saying this. never mind. i dun like to reply this kind of boring tags. (: this is my last time.

to peiling meimei: thanks dear. just ignore these people. like i said in my friendster profile, people who hide behind their computers all day long are all cowards. cos they either use fake names or anonymous to tag people's board and be lame. its becos they dun have the guts to do so in real life. (:

to mynn meimei: thanks sweetie. like euu said, they just some childish peeps. (:

to xinru: hahas. no comments. (: but thanks for dropping by anyway.

to daphne: im busy these days. so wells, dun bother looking me up bahx. i have no interest to go chase with euu ur darlings (:

to lalala: hmm.. its alright. but by the way, who's that someone? wells, people see me as a bitch, as a slut, but they'll never understand me. my true friends know my personality. i love being noisy at times and quiet at some other times too. i know who to trust and who not to. its not as if if someone in the world hates me means the whole world hates me. some people loves to crap cos they're childish. they're lame. they have no regards for their face and pride. they have no face to face the world at all. that is why they dun leave their name behind or even worse, fake a name out. and the stupid thing is that they can simply leave their name, but so? a fake name without a link is the same as S-T-U-P-I-D. wells, im not saying euu la. at least euu finally understood me. im glad to have another friend like euu. (:

(:

2005-05-11T19:52:00.000+08:00

geog is over. chem is over. (: yeah!

anyway, im gonna make a new blog. heheh.. people: dun need to relink la. X) just wanna make one for maia de. (:

im bored. i rock!

stressed?

2005-05-09T19:29:00.000+08:00

finally the one and only geography final year exams is over. x) next big thing up is my HOLIDAYS!! hurhurs. but i guess my holidays is going to be packed full too yeah? NPCC activities, class chalet, and mathematics make-up lessons. arrgh!! and most prob, a outing with my meimeis as they've really been trying to pull me out for long. x) [ this includes alicia, peiling, alison, and stacie ] x) see im so nice right? i said i rock. x) kekex. wells, that was kinda BHB of me lah. (: hey. by the way, i miss daphne jie. and maia!! miss the two of them loads. :) anyway, just had a conference with my friends, found out something i shouldn't have found out. [: anyway, shall update my progress these days.

today_ 090505 -

had geog exam. then during recess went to np room to settle some stuffs. after which i went canteen with sohteng and bought food back to class to eat. then when the bell rang, went to drama studio for the health checkup. IM SO DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF!! heheh, cause i have perfect eyesight and i could read till the row 8!! then we keep comparing our weight,length of body, and circumference of head when we were still babies. guess wad? that *shenjingbing* SEEWANYIN!! was only 2500g when born. n yet i was 3000g!! but hor, most terrifying is that chiobu jiayi lolx. she weigh 3850g sia! hurhurs. anyway. then we joked about many stuffs lolx. then somehow we got to name ourselves as ER-MEI SECT!! - dots.. -_-" - hahas. we were just gossiping away and joking sia. anyway out sect consists of me,sylvia,wanyin,christina,vivian,amy and yuhui!! x) hurhurs. then after that, went back class. after school, dint go J8 in the end. [ sorry sylvia!! ] went home cos HEAD damn PAIN!! then walked out with wanyin, vivian and yuhui. then gossipped more la. hurhurs. and i found out a great big SECRET!! - wanyin doesn't knows how to eat an ice cream!! (: anyway, went inside 7-eleven to buy FHM (for him magazine) cause got MAIA on the cover. then when i went to pay, the cashier was like; "yours arh? - stares at me unbelievably - ". and i answered yes. :) she looked funny and her eyes stared at me as if i was an amphibian. (: hahas. then went home lolx. slacked around until now. x)

new blogskin.

2005-05-05T19:02:00.000+08:00

everything around me is changing. that includes people. is it true that people are borned to be selfish? is it that everyone will fight to the end for his or her own rights? haiz. forget it. im so frustrated.

just did this blogskin up. by myself. edit like siao lolx.

im so damn irritated by HER! can she pls stop irritating me? for goodness sake, dun call me like every other day or keep asking me online? many people hate eu liaos, so stop making me pissed. i'll be irritated and i dun wan to. i dun wan to let go of eu. its not out of sympathetic-ness, but of friendship. i treasure every friendship i have. but why do people have to let me down! x(

guess i better stop coming online these days. have to start MUGGING for geography le. monday!! wish myself best of luck. x)

tyrese!!

2005-05-02T20:02:00.000+08:00

i love tyrese loads!! but he's so "hiong"!! hurhurs! i love maia!! seeya next week!! muacks!

maia

2005-05-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

i miss maia loads!! anyway, was so happy when i saw her testimonial for me. x) she's so nice!! i miss her really alot. x) thanks maia!

anyway, im feeling really good now. i mean at least im not forgotten. hmm, really hope nothing will happen yeah? i love you both!! muacks!! take care my darlinggs!!

a BHB gurl.

2005-05-01T09:36:00.000+08:00

hey, this post is specially dedicated to all my friends who know me in school and also my si gang + sly rocker + shiokpink!! this is specially for you.

there was once a gurl. she had no looks. no body. oh nono, she has a body, but one with "ENORMOUS" breasts and she walks with her chest facing the sky. x) she's a damn "buay hiao bai" gurl who goes around talking cock. thats why she has such a big mouth. also, her dressing is always white top and blue jeans below, or sometimes, she'll change her bottom to a grey skirt, [not those kind that are in fashion now la, those that working adults wear.] and guess what? that skirt was her sis's wan. xD also, she has terrible manners and improper family upbringing. she has friends, and a normal family. but she disown her father, and threaten her mother that she will not go home if her mother doesn't let her do anything she wants or give her money. she likes to go home and "gope" money, and then run away to share her lot with friends. her sister hates her. calls her bitch and pulls off the telephone line. this gurl is a bad kid mann. oh, i forgot, her dress sense is actually that of a 40-year old working woman. and that her make up is damn it thick. she puts on foundation that is totally not her skin color[ ewww..] and her eyeliner is always crooked.oh gosh. cant believe earth contain such a "nice" person! last but not least, this is a last warning to all those who knows her and thinks she's such a nice chap: BEWARE OF HER!! WANTED CRIMINAL!! dun say im not saying anything now, but just be sure to take note of her as she's really a rogue. she likes backstabbing n talking cock. - the end -

hmm, my very special dedication to you all. i love you guys! muacks!!

3 Purity Rocks!!

2005-04-30T17:42:00.000+08:00

i love 3 purity!! wells. think that my class is such a NICE NICE class!! everyone is so united!! or perhaps most bahx. heheh.. yesterday was ms lee n ms poon last day. also my school sports day sia. these are the reflections on the past week.

__*// thursday + [ 28|04|05 ]__
bid farewell to our two dearest hianghiang n QQ. gave them the *outrageous* skirts we bought and the hand-made card to them. both of them not touched at all. so bad hor!! hmmph!! but guess they liked it lah. hahas. COS I BOUGHT IT!! I MEAN WELFARE COMM!! WITH ME LEADING, THAT IS. =]

__*// friday + [ 29|04|05 ]__
sports day. found out that my np skirt was lost la! then i so frantic! almost tore my house down. then had to bother the ma'ams so much. paiseh. then in the end, reach school le. then found out no have. so too bad lor, wear pt kit. then chuanting ma'am n sinyao ma'am very nice seh. hurhurs. at least becos they dint scold me for losing the skirt la. =] hmm. feel so guilty can. dou shi wo bu hao la. anyway, then did duty. after my shift,went off with shann to see cheerleading. then met hianghiang n QQ. they're judges for cheerleading lol!! then i keep misleading them, say that YELLOW HOUSE ROCKS! hahas. so lame la. then after that, sports day finish lor. then i went home. haiz. wonder when i'll see this two "sisters" again!! one is teach maths, one teach physics. miss them nehx. haiz. aniwae, YELLOW HOUSE WON!! WE'RE CHAMPION HOUSE!! yeah!!

my physics - 28/40!! A2!! n my new emaths test - A1!! arrgh!! i must jiayou!! i wan my L1R5 for this term to be less than 20!! jiayou!! lalala. i love myself!!

i miss sly alot!! i miss maia loads too!! i miss my god-sis daphne loads!!

tests!!

2005-04-28T19:24:00.000+08:00

im so damn it happy now!! lalala. haven been updating so here i am!! hahas. my grades have been improving a lot sia. ms quek n lin lao shi still praised me somemore!! hahas, paiseh =] but hor, my emaths this term got two tests sia. one i got 17/20. the other 20/25. lalala. as for amaths, i only got 14/25. =] but at least pass la!! now my physics got 28/40!! hahas. paiseh. im not to show off, but to show HOW HAPPY I AM!!! hahas

photos @ sly 9.33 concert in my school

2005-04-25T19:17:00.000+08:00

this are some pics taken when sly came to my school. =]

im too lazy to upload some more. there's loads of them la. kekex. i love sly!! i <3 sLy!! \m/

physics

2005-04-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

im mugging away for the physics test tomolo!! ms poon!! i need you!! arrgh!!

anyway, haven been blogging for a long time. shall leave my note here to let people remember my existence. well, quite busy these days. all becos of those npcc stuffs here and there. guess i'll really have to buck up to move over to the field side!! i wan be NCO!! i mean QM is not that bad lar, just that, i dunno leh. i feel more into becoming fielder. hmm, everything evolving around me is lyk "npcc, npcc, npcc" haiz. im so tired liaos. but i guess i've seriously improved from my previous attempt to pon cca when i wanna quit. but these days, everything seems so important to me. i've not seen sly for like so damnit long, until last friday? then when i started to chat with him and engross into long conversations, i've began to fall deeply again. im missing him like hell loads now!! i miss sLy!! haiz. i promised myself that i'll not let down my squadmates and my teachers and most importantly, my parents. its no easy feat to change from a 29 in L1R5 in term one, to now la. i mean at least i dun see red marks that frequent. perhaps its really because of my mad chasing life. but i cant stop mah. wells, i listened to MAY[ sly's manager], she told me that i must jiayou for my grades lol. hmm, that's true. =] its not as if i cant see him again, but he's soon leaving also la, haiz.. wonder when will i ever see him again?? =[ wells, back to the topic of npcc, im beginning to have interest liaos. maybe because my squad is taking over soon, but i seriously find it interesting. at least i understand that CIs are kinda placing their trust on us or perhaps ME to buck up, and perhaps i could soar. not like i wanna be Overall In Charge, but just a teeny weeny post of NCO will do. it may be hard, but i believe i can cope too. i understand the "pain and hard work" NCOs have to put in. that's why i ke lian jasline n zoee mam. i appreciate all that they've done for us. no matter whether the work is hard or tough, we'll just have to do it, having the right mindset will help too!!

last but not least, good luck to everyone who is having their examinations soon, and all the best to all in whatever you do!! take care my friends!! i love you all!! muacks!!

and to my si gang whom i've not seen for a long long time: i miss you guys loads too!! hope to seeya guys real soon!! muacks!! i love cheryl, evon, daphne, melissa, sofia, sharon, steffie and weilin!! i love alice, cherissa, deon, evon, fartz, gerene and wahyuna!! i miss you guys!!

pioneering

2005-04-23T20:42:00.000+08:00

hey darlinggs!! everything's over liaos!! so happy!! im really glad to see our squad bond together and commit ourselves a lot more to this project!! i love all of you!! jia you for probation!! -joanna-

sylvester sim.

2005-04-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

sly came to my school today. at two pm, i went straight to the hall lah. then met up with those on duty de. explain to them what they had to do, then some went it first. the sec ones were damn "hiong" la, see him then keep saying "sylvester!! oh my gosh!!" i was like "diaos". =] then i saw his manager, may. went to talk to her. she told me some stuffs lahx. then hor, while talking to her, sly was rehearsing, walking around the hall also. then he came to me and may lah, then like "play" with us. he abit wan kick me la. hahas. fake de la. then after that he continue on stage lolx. then in betwwen got many stuffs, then si gang n shiokpink came, but got locked out. i went to tell sly that the outside lolx. =] then after the whole concert, i was supposed to clear the passageway and let him walk to family lounge. then i was beside him mah, i had to block other girls away. then this stupid group of girls actually like so damn hiong that i almost fell!! - onto him - not really lah, just that he "gope" my hand lolx. so malu. then along the way we keep talking lah. after signing, he went to the car. then along the way i got tell him some thing, then he looked blur and then nodded. hmm, miss him so much. finally got to talk so much with him today. then i rememebr i told him something like "last time is ur bodyguard always push me, now is i push your other fans away lolx." kekex. then once again, his reaction was "hurhurs" =] cute de nehx. then before he got on, i ask him where he going, he turned to the BMG in charge le hor, then he turned to me and said softly where la. then i told daphy. then she, mel, sofia started chionging to the front gate. hahas. so hilarious la. these 3 siao zha bos hor!! aiyoh!! after that went back for npcc, and got teased very funnily. the end. =] i love sly.

my school.

2005-04-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

there's this huge posters hanging around my school on SLY. cos he's coming. its so damn nice lah. but friday then can steal lolx. got limited nehx, i think only around 5 or 3 lahx. so pathetic. anyway, talked to mr imran today. i was kinda made the IC for crowd control that day. hmm, so wells, to all fans, DUN BARGE IN!! IF NOT, I"LL @#$%^&*!!! hahas. just joking. but dun make things difficult for me too lahx. i have to protect "him" and stop fans from grabbing his stuffs, and also guide him back to his combi. hmm, just back from pioneering prep again. my hands are red pain!! so pain lahx!! pull the ropes sia. haiz, but no choice, i have to gambatte, i have to jia you for these months le. no more slacking for me!! [ though i haven been poning at all ever since i wasn't allowed to quit, but wells, i guess perhaps im feeling more attached to npcc again lolx. ] long time no see him liaos, miss him so much can? finally can be his "security guard" sia, everytime oso block by those big big size de. hahas. got more time to talk with him too. just spoke to someone on the phone. hahas, she damn cute la. "u got miss me not?" hahas, she arh.. miss her loads too.. finally spoke to her over her house phone sia, heheh, miss her!! guess i better stop liaos. to all st nicks gurls: pls come down to the hall this friday 22nd april and support sly kaes?? buy his album!! luvya!!

pieces of me [ puzzle ]

2005-04-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

a piece of a puzzle wun be perfect if one piece is missing. just like friendship. i really hope ours could last. but it seems that this picture originally perfect has now become nothing but empty air. it feels like we've never met each other before. to think we were so close, so close in the past. or should i say last generation. if weighing the pros n cons, i guess it all weights down to "jealousy". haiz. i dun hate you guys now. but previously was me, then another "clique" of us, then now two other gals. why did you all change so much? im not angry. im disappointed. im washing my hands off this matter soon. but i hope to clear up the fog that is hovering over us. nothing is too difficult to settle, it depends whether or not im determined to resolve it. to my dearest two darlinggs, dun be sad le kaes?? u noe who im referring to. selfish or not, we'll find out real soon. by that time, perhaps i'll join you guys bahx. to my dearest dearest darlingg, remember what u told me? you'll stick to me no matter what? hmm, me too. i promise i will stand by you too. =] luvya!

sLy -

2005-04-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

hmm. its all confirmed. sly is coming my school next week. for some 9.33 fm thingie. yeah!! hmmm, miss him loads sia. finally got a chance to see him in my school!! n i can pass him that letter lolx. =] hmm, to all fans. pls do not crowd around my school cause u will bound to get into trouble. my school will have teachers standby de. so quite hard to get in. but to *SOME* i'll see whr he gng n which gate then i tell u guys. tkcr! muacks.

to steph meimei: miss yew loads too dear!! muacks. tkcr meimei.

im so happy!!

2005-04-12T17:59:00.000+08:00

never had i been so happy before mann!! hahas. i love my school!! just hope that mrs goh would nod her head and agree to the concert bahx!! hahas. i'll really be grateful lor!! =] kekex. peiling meimei, pls dun tell anyone else about this kaes?? i mean i dun wan others to know about this. =] hahas, if i wan, i will tell them myself!! kekex!!! LALALA!! i love moii darlinggs!! muacks!

=]

2005-04-10T17:32:00.000+08:00

oh mann. some bitches threaten to wait for me at my school!! hahas. GOSH!! im so damn scared leh!! =]

stacie.

2005-04-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

me n my meimei stacie!! she arh, naughty girl!! =] kekex, meimei, take care yeah? today you tell me de things i wun say de, hmm, take care dear! muacks! luvya!!

flight

2005-04-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

"qi fei". this is his album name. hmm, miss him sho much. =] i love you sly. =] muacks. take care darlingg!! love you forever!!

boring day.

2005-04-07T17:25:00.000+08:00

tomolo his album out liaos. kekex. cant wait sia. but too bad la, i saturday then can go buy. all thanks to npcc lolx. haiz.

broken leg

2005-04-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

had npcc today. =] hmm.. drills was alright lols. then physical training. i abit run two rounds then " drop ", cos of my "weak" right leg. it was practically faling apart. i almost thought my ligament was like hanging on only one streak of flesh!! hahas, im so bored now. totally crippled my way home sia. after rebecca got off the bus, abit got one of my "gor" came onto the bus. then he talked so damn loud that i was so maluated?? hmmm, weijian, pls learn to lower ur volume wor! kekex. =]

i love me.
i love myself.
i love i.
i love everybody.
i love my meimeis.
i love my gorgors.
i love my jiejies.
=]

- depressed -

2005-03-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. this is like the dunno how may times liao. haiz. wad's happening? hope everything will clear up soon. =[ to all my friends n meimeis out there, me has never given up on any of you at all!! especially my MEIMEIs. i dun hate or dislike any of you, if ure disappointed in me, i've nothing to say. i.. =[

i hate her!!

2005-03-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

wth. can she be more sensible?? bitch la. snatch from me la! try to get close to her to get close to another. still dare come ask me! who u think u r? she hates you to the core too lolx!! always jealous wan. keep asking her if she likes thisperson or not, hey gurl, get a life mann! she dislikes you!! wth. i've had enough of you la. act innoccent? pui! backstab, talk cock, blow trumpet, go join band la! ur head small dun try act act wear big hat la! brain like dust like that, heart like color of road, attitude same size as an ego as large as a mountain! arrghh!! u betta get lost and roll far away from me, erm, no, crawl as far as possible away from me!! i hate you!!

results.

2005-03-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

You Are A Fun Friend

You're the one who keeps your group laughing

And you've always got an idea for something fun to do

The party's not complete without you

And you wouldn't miss it for the world

What Kind of Friend Are You?

boring day-

2005-03-28T15:53:00.000+08:00

changed seats today lolx. now sitting beside one smartie-zhenqin!! kekex, she's so damn cute neh. =] hmm, me n jinan,n zhenqin together. hahas, quite happy with my new place lolx. =] at least not in the front anymore sia.

tomolo having chinese lit common test liaos. damn scared la, abit got like 3 chapters and ALL have to memorise!!! damn shitty!!

i hate chem! i hate the teacher! was telling zq that i wanna start petition in the school secretly and gatehr all fans of the "anti-mrslai" campaign la! wad she toking about in class are like so... everyone hates her can? a bit go around see other stuff not related to chem then tear?? FCUK!! i know liao, next time do chem during physics! then ask my darlingg ms poon go tear chem up!! HOHOHO!! [ jingle bells..jingle bells..] kekex, im so lame. -_-"

anyway, i miss hougang primary de ren. hmm.. so long never see each oher liaos. really miss those days back in primary school. i love all the teachers there lolx! ms koh,mr yeo,mdm chee,ms agnes chow, ms grace ong, mr goh[principal], and all those teachers who knew me and helped me before!! especially my form teacher, ms koh meow koon, mr yeo, n mdm chee!! thanks for sending me to those competitions back then, i really gained loads of knowledge!! heheh, miss u guys loads!! =] god bless hougang primary!! hgp 4eva!!

me.myself.i

2005-03-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

in the past, if someone were to blog and say si gang sucks and blah blah blah.. the first thing i do is smash tt person on her blog. then spread to my whole gang to go slam her. but now, hahas, dunno why, nothing happened. hmm, those tags on my board, so cute neh. heheh, i treat them as entertainment bahx. at least my blog is active lolx. changed my blogskin liaos. ALL BY MYSELF!! WOOPEEEE!!! so proud of it. kekex, i know im BHB. but this is seriously my best skin i've ever done lolx. =] if u guys think it sucks, just say kaes? more comments to make myself improve mah. =] belle was asking me online just now, how many views i have in friendster. heheh, 1390!! kekex. dint noe of this function until just now lolx. =] i got prove wor. dun say i play play hor!! =]

a new week will start tomorrow. hmm.. wish myself all the best for the three stupid tests sia. =] and to those "animals" on my tagboard, hmm, thanks for entertaining me mann. =] hahas, im so bored at home lolx.

*ilu

heartfelt words

2005-03-27T11:37:00.000+08:00

peiling meimei, u dun worry la. me alright. just tt i wanna swear tt that wasn't my intention. ure my meimei and that is it. i dun care what u think or others think but i know myself jiu hao le. she's my meimei oso. n tt ure my meimei too. n yesterday was really becos i had cca. i just saw ur sms. its cancelled. n its not tt i dun wan. hope you understand. =[

new blog

2005-03-26T10:26:00.000+08:00

i totally tired from all those burning of midnight oil this whole week. haiz, why must it be like this? schools are giving students so much stress that many suicide cases have been reported. do they want the whole of singapore to be deprived of students before they start doing some actions? look at the number of problematic students lolx, its like rising every minute? wth.

not going out with my meimeis liaos. stacie,alison,peiling, so sorry wor. =[ btw, had this new blog up liaos. ain't i stupid? just did a whole new skin to my previous blog and the next minute, i've changed blog. -_-" this blog: http://id0liz3r-.blogspot.com. hahas. lame me.

betta start studying for my tests next week. e.maths,chinese lit and dunno wad liaos. =] wish me good luck!

=]

2005-03-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

im so boredd-

-_-"